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I am a 24-year-old female who is in an extremely weird situation. I have known Roni for two months since I started working in Wine & Co Gh. Ltd. He was very cute but a white man, the only problem was that He was my superior,and apart from that, he was way fatter than me and looks way older for his 27 years. So, we would be a little weird couple if we are together since i am also very skinny. Based on that physical discrepancy all my colleagues in the office kept teasing me about the possibility of him becoming my boyfriend.
Being myself full of prejudice I also kept talking stupid stuff about that. I even made up a couple of nicknames for him, such as: "obolo", "obiggy", etc. I kept teasing him that he could become my boyfriend if he gains weight and so on and so forth. I simply did not realize that during all that time he has had feelings for me.This was simply because i was in a loving relationship with Prince my then boy friend who will not give chance for any man to come my way. He was loving ,caring ,charming ,but above all he was unecssarily a jealous man..
Even though Roni and I were strictly friends and nothing else we use to share e-mails compliments and text messages together.Roni gives me admiring looks in the office which mostly makes me uncomfortable...My affection for Roni i will say was just platonic and nothing else . This was because my love was some where else.(Prince)
One fateful day,Roni sent me one of his dodgey text message which i received in front of my boy friend Prince. It was a common message expressing mixed feelings of love and friendship.Prince, my boyfriend in one of his jealous confrontations decided to fight for his love.upon smelling danger in the tone of the message.
He confronted Roni in a very abusive manner and embarrassed me in the presence of all colleagues in the office that both of us are flirting together.Roni knowing what he has caused kept his cool and dialogued like a real gentleman.. After this stormy argument he confessed to me that he has always loved me, but my sarcastic remarks about his weight, etc. made him think that I do not take him seriously.
The bottom line of all that is that I realized my own real feelings for Roni was growing day by day after Prince decided to put up that remote show in the office. I lost him (he told me that he has started dating another girl). That wasn't a great problem since my affection for Roni was increasing day after day. We ended up in bed a couple of times (we did not have real sex, we just hugged and talked for hours and hours) and he still insists on me spending some time with him like that, because he feels comfortable with me. However, the last time we were lying next to each other he told me not to turn my face towards him, because we will kiss, then we will hug and... we will not be friends anymore. He also told me that is his country it is normal for friends to lie next to each other hugging like us. I was really confused about all that because i realised an irrisistible desire for him and nothing could stop that.'not even him. I really loved him and I did not know what to do. Eventually the inevitable happened between us and it was just fun.I can still recall the events and anytime i do I smile..Ooh Goodness Another issue was that Roni after realising how uncomfortable the atmosphere was in the office :having to go out with a co worker,decided i quit the job as he finds me a container to run my own business.The Wine and Co. company eventually run out of stock and Roni had to go back to his country for summer.
Being myself full of prejudice I also kept talking stupid stuff about that. I even made up a couple of nicknames for him, such as: "obolo", "obiggy", etc. I kept teasing him that he could become my boyfriend if he gains weight and so on and so forth. I simply did not realize that during all that time he has had feelings for me.This was simply because i was in a loving relationship with Prince my then boy friend who will not give chance for any man to come my way. He was loving ,caring ,charming ,but above all he was unecssarily a jealous man..
Even though Roni and I were strictly friends and nothing else we use to share e-mails compliments and text messages together.Roni gives me admiring looks in the office which mostly makes me uncomfortable...My affection for Roni i will say was just platonic and nothing else . This was because my love was some where else.(Prince)
One fateful day,Roni sent me one of his dodgey text message which i received in front of my boy friend Prince. It was a common message expressing mixed feelings of love and friendship.Prince, my boyfriend in one of his jealous confrontations decided to fight for his love.upon smelling danger in the tone of the message.
He confronted Roni in a very abusive manner and embarrassed me in the presence of all colleagues in the office that both of us are flirting together.Roni knowing what he has caused kept his cool and dialogued like a real gentleman.. After this stormy argument he confessed to me that he has always loved me, but my sarcastic remarks about his weight, etc. made him think that I do not take him seriously.
The bottom line of all that is that I realized my own real feelings for Roni was growing day by day after Prince decided to put up that remote show in the office. I lost him (he told me that he has started dating another girl). That wasn't a great problem since my affection for Roni was increasing day after day. We ended up in bed a couple of times (we did not have real sex, we just hugged and talked for hours and hours) and he still insists on me spending some time with him like that, because he feels comfortable with me. However, the last time we were lying next to each other he told me not to turn my face towards him, because we will kiss, then we will hug and... we will not be friends anymore. He also told me that is his country it is normal for friends to lie next to each other hugging like us. I was really confused about all that because i realised an irrisistible desire for him and nothing could stop that.'not even him. I really loved him and I did not know what to do. Eventually the inevitable happened between us and it was just fun.I can still recall the events and anytime i do I smile..Ooh Goodness Another issue was that Roni after realising how uncomfortable the atmosphere was in the office :having to go out with a co worker,decided i quit the job as he finds me a container to run my own business.The Wine and Co. company eventually run out of stock and Roni had to go back to his country for summer.
It has been years since Roni left.We communicate on fon occassionally and send text messages but I have this strange thought, Even though I still love him and will love to meet him again, I wonder if I should keep going on like that for a little more than a month more or should I end this story right now? The more i give it a thought ,the more other men gather behind me with proposals.Should I fall in love or wait for Roni..Will he come back to marry me?I have a funny feeling that he will come.But if even he fails to come as he always say ,I know we have shared much fun together and i will always have that special place for him where he belonged.hmmm
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I Think if you really believe or better still have the faith that he will come back then wait. otherwise find some coolers to get that off your mind and start a fresh life
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